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Writing

Today’s Bloganuary prompt is: What do I like most about my writing?

One reason that I chose to participate in Bloganuary is that I feel somewhat out of practice in writing. I have been reading a fair amount. I enjoy poetic language in fiction, but more straightforward prose in non-fiction. I like reading things that reveal layer after layer. Poetic language takes more effort to come up with than I have to give sometimes. And while reality can be implausible and improbable, fiction should not be. So creating fictional layers also counts as too much work.

I like that writing helps me organize and crystallize my ideas. It gives structure to my thoughts. But I like my writing best when it reaches someone. Either my present or future self, a present or future friend or colleague, or a present or future fellow human.

So tell me, what reaches you?

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Laughter

Today’s Bloganuary prompt is: What makes you laugh?

Laughter is a sign that something violates your expectations and surprises you in a delightful way. I laugh at silly science puns and clever turns of phrase. I laugh at my kid’s antics and sometimes the surreal. I laugh less than I used to, which I understand is common with age. I would have made a goal to laugh more this year, but I couldn’t figure out how to measure it. A real sign of whimsy.

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Inspiration

Today’s Bloganuary challenge prompt is: Who inspires you?

Inspire is an interesting word because it both means to motivate and to breath in. From Google, we learn “Middle English enspire, from Old French inspirer, from Latin inspirare ‘breathe or blow into’ from in- ‘into’ + spirare ‘breathe’. The word was originally used of a divine or supernatural being, in the sense ‘impart a truth or idea to someone’.” So we are looking for someone who breathes new life into us. If this comes as an interview question, Indeed has a framework for answering this question quickly and neatly.

However, in my experience, inspiration is neither quick nor neat nor can be completely carried by only one person. It is one of the closest things I have experienced to real magic and I receive inspiration from family and fiction, near and far. Just about every member of my extended family has breathed new life into me, but especially my parents, who have always done their best to support and prepare me for whatever comes next. I love the chemist mother in “A Wrinkle in Time” as she leans into weaving together her personal life and scientific exploration. I’m inspired by Martin Luther King Jr.’s vision in “I Have A Dream.” to create more freedom and equality for all of us.

As I get older, however, I start to think that although inspiration is important, it might be even more important to remove the sources that extinguish your spark, that take the air out of your sails, and smother you to the point you feel ready to expire. Whether it is media that shows people being mean to know reason to their supposed friends or a real-life companion that dims your glow, no amount of inspiration can overcome a strong enough sink.

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Wishes

Today’s Bloganuary prompt is: What is something you wish you knew how to do?

There are so many things to wish for, it can be hard to narrow it down. Ideally, I’d like to know how to control matter and energy and live free from consequences, but those are genie-in-a-bottle-type wishes. In the real world, I am more interested in wishes I can work toward. One particular wish I am working on is knowing how to communicate more effectively with those around me.

Moving to a country where I do not speak the language as an adult has been a challenge on a number of levels. Even as a young person, learning languages was not among my strengths. As an adult, practicing a new language is like having a foreign invader in my mind and mouth. I don’t hear all the relevant sounds. Never the less, I continue to practice and learn because every step at getting better makes my daily life smoother.

Blogging is another opportunity for me to practice my communication skills. This a place to record, clarify and crystallize my thoughts. This is one factor that motivated me to take part in this Bloganuary challenge. Without work, wishes wither and wane.

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Favorite things

Today’s Bloganuary prompt is: What was your favorite toy as a child?

The play I remember most as a child was imaginative and typically in nature. My imaginary friend, Drink, and I would roam the back yard and garden to play in the creek, a tree house, or other things we happened upon. A fallen log would become a whale or a fortress. A bit of moss would host a fairy garden. I loved feeling the wild directly, the cool water and mud squishing between my toes, earthy smells, chasing chickens, even eating wild plants (that my parents had taught me to identify) like violets or sour grass.

Because my imagination got so much practice in those days, I also loved books, especially being read to. I loved inhabiting worlds that I knew something similar, like Laura Ingles Wilder books, or E.B. White’s Charlotte’s Webb or Trumpet of the Swan, or those more remote like the Narnia series or Mary Poppins.

I certainly had many of the popular 1980’s toys. Dolls from Barbie to Cabbage Patch, Strawberry Shortcake, and a tote bag full of Care Bears. Ficher-Price, Legos, Mr. Potato Head, My Little Ponys, Voltron, and an A-team van. I’m glad that I had the toys of my time and I remember the colorful pieces of plastic fondly. It’s just nothing like the compelling memory of being close to the Earth, in tune with her cycles and wild ways.

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Comfort Zone Ahead

Today for Bloganuary we are supposed to write about the last time we left our comfort zone.

I laughed at reading that prompt because I feel like I need to work harder to remember the last time I was truly in my comfort zone. I have been living in Germany with my family for the last 3.5 years. There are many advantages and opportunities, but I struggle with the language and the culture. Then we visit the US and life and culture there has moved on without us. So I try to appreciate the best of where I am while I’m there and defend whatever hard won comfort zone I can find.

On the other hand, the problem with comfort zones is that it is possible to get stuck there. It’s just so comfortable that it can seem better to never leave. If living through a plague has taught me anything, its that simple human interactions can be great, but people need to stay in practice with social norms or we forget and drift apart. I have also learned that without the support of a steady, secure comfort zone it is difficult to be in a state to venture out and learn.

A recent trip out of my comfort zone includes participating in the TechLabs Aachen Digital Shaper program in Data Science. It is an optimal mix between practicing skills I already have and learning new skills because the program has an online learning platform part that is completed independently and a group project. This is a nice balance between independent learning and working together to do or make something.

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Road trip!

Today’s Bloganuary prompt is:

What is a road trip you would love to take?

My two favorite stretches of interstate in the US are I-70 W of Denver and I-10 along the Gulf coast. These days, my road trip planning has a more European focus. For Europe, I most prefer trains for getting between cities, so if we are going by road we must be seeing some nature. One recent summer, we had a fantastic road trip from Aachen, Germany down to Bled, Slovenia and Pula, Croatia and back. There was a definite nature focus while we avoided cities for the COVID times.

The next great road trip I would love to take in the spring to see the heart of Europe in bloom. In mid-April, we would go to the Daffodil Route in the Eiffel, a German national park just south of us. Then we would head to Hallerbos Forest in Belgium that is carpeted in bluebells that time of year. Next we would drive to Champagne, France and spend some time gossiping about how everything else is just sparkling wine. As much as it pains me, we would skip Paris on this trip because I love to show up there emerging from Gare d’Nord in the center of the city on foot. We would drive around Paris to Givery, France to check out Claude Monet’s gardens in full bloom. Next stop would be Normandy Beach in France, to see the historic WWII battleground. Then we would head back along the French and Belgian coast with a stop in Bruges, Belgium to see the canals, belfry, and basilica. Finally, we would drive to Keukenhof and the Dutch tulip gardens.

Hiking Narissen route Eifel: In the valley of the daffodils, © VDN / R.  knob
Eifel Narzissenroute, Netherlands
Hallerbos Forest, Belgium
Champagne, France
Claude Monet Giverny Garden
Giverny, France
UNESCO World Heritage
Bruges, Belgium
Keukenhof, Holland tulip garden

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Advice to my Teenage Self

I signed up for the Bloganuary Challenge to help get into the habit of posting more. The first prompt is what advice I would give my teenage self. I’m not sure I would give her any advice, because I think she did pretty good on her own and I wouldn’t want to throw her off. Many people say that they would tell their former self to not worry so much, but I see how her anxiety and ambition motivated her to do cool things when there was no guarantee that she would. That’s not to say that I did not make mistakes, learn, or have regrets. However, on the balance things have turned out more than ok so far.

I now have almost teenage kids of my own, so I can also talk about the advice I give to them. Today I was cuddling with my daughter watching the part of Dirty Dancing where Baby confronts the snobby waiter, Robby. He says that some people count and some people don’t and tries to give Baby his copy of the Fountainhead. I commented to my daughter that she should not date any boys in college who are really into Ayn Rand. A few minutes later, my husband, Rob, came in and we shared that we were discussing Ayn Rand. His reply was something like, “Oh yeah, I liked her stuff in college.” So apparently now I live in a sitcom. So maybe my best advice is to live with your own laugh track.